saving silverman... oh god shoot me

my love for jack black
though true and strong
was not enough to get me through
a pile of trash so large as
Saving Silverman
for all that the blond guy was kinda endearing
oh god was that a horrible movie
i suppose
at the very least
my mind is now so UTTERLY blank
as to allow speedy sleep of total blackness
hopefully uninterrupted by flashbacks
oh god why
and what posessed me to rent that movie
the worst?
the sneaking suspicion that i might have seen it before
though it must have been so late
or i been so bored
that i only vaguely remember bits and pieces of the plot
as it unfolded
perhaps it was a party movie
il tell myself that
so as to hope that i havent wasted my time
twice

nacho libre on the other hand
though not steller
was amusing
far more amusing
was listening to my friend sasha laugh snicker and giggle
all
through
the movie
i mean almost the ENTIRE TIME
she freakin loved it
so that was worth it
sitting next to my best friend
and her having a blast
was almost as good as actually enjoying the movie
that much myself
dont get me wrong
i liked it fine
but i think my Jack Black obsession may be waning
alas
im sure il find someone else inaccessible to pine over soon

. . .

on another note
my throat is freaking killing me
i think the stitches arent dissolving
so now
theyre just keeping wounds that would other wise close
open
or maybe im just not getting enough sleep
or something
regardless
fuckin ouch
a combination
of having something stuck in your throat
and it hurting as you try to swallow it
i figure this must be what its like to choke on a chicken bone
only i wont die
just be in pain

ok
while im still yawning
bed.