tick tick tick

more doctors tomorrow
they caught my ticker misbehaving
something ive known about a long time
but nobody had every caught onto
so i just assumed
it was all ok
i skip beats
and add them
i play around with it sometimes
to see if i can think it and make it so
but now
im worried
i dont like it when things
go wrong where i cant see them
this feeling
that i may look fine
and healthy
but that theres something nobody is telling me
because it wouldnt help me to know.